01x04 - A Battle Within

Here's the thing. I keep going back and forth. Is it right? Is it wrong? Is it still tolerable? Is it not?

Many times when I have made my decision, I still keep going back and forth thinking whether it was the right one.

Why am I like this? Why can't I just let myself think that it is ok to go with my guts and instinct, and not look back?

I guess I have a lot of things to deal with in my mind.. it's really exhausting.. but I guess that's just something I gotta do..

In the mean time, it got me thinking. Wouldn't it be great if my job is not so tough on the mind? What if I become an actor? or a singer?

I can do all this fun stuff and earn money, while dealing with my own stuff in my mind.

Well, I'm still exploring the idea.. It's so tempting.

01x03 - The Midnight Entry

Hey y'all!

Here I am back in writing. So it's actually about 1.40am right about now. I'm sitting on my bed listening to Maroon 5's Payphone (yeah that song is so totally addictive - that and Call Me Maybe by Carly Rae Jepsen).

Partly why I wanted to write this now and not tomorrow night is because I'm currently uploading a large file for a client. And the upload will take another 15 minutes or so.

So there's just about enough time!

Damn it's so hard to type with these nails. I really should cut them tomorrow.

So here's what's been happening so far - Party Party and Party

There's been like 4 of my friends having their birthdays within the last two weeks.

You know what that means? DRINK. DANCE. DRUNK.

Oh well, if you could see my Facebook, you could probably catch a glimpse of some photos - then you'll know I'm not lying.

Wait, if you scroll too much and you see me in a Peter Pan outfit, you've scrolled too far.

Oh crap - why has the uploading stopped? This is scary. It is stuck at 81%.... So close, damn it!

Oh wait.. looks like the bar is moving again slowly - good sign.

Yeah so I'm probably gonna log off soon but before I do, let me let this out:

HEY I JUST MET YOU!
THIS IS CRAZY!
BUT HERE'S MY NUMBER
SO CALL ME MAYBE!

Ciao,
-A-

01x02 - A Day To Relax

So here's a second entry. So hey, I'm still around!

Well let me talk about what happened yesterday after I signed off.

I went to Grand Indonesia with my parents, got a haircut, then ate German food for dinner.

German food, you asked? Yeah it's like pork knuckles, 3 kinds of sausages, ham, meatloaf, mashed potatoes, and all that other stuff in between.

a HEAVY dinner indeed.

Well, I wasn't alone eating it. I'm not a dinosaur.

It reminded me a lot about this German restaurant in Sydney. Oh how I miss the Sydney days..

Well, let's be nostalgic later. I'm sure I'll wanna write about the Sydney days sometime later.

Oh yeah, in the middle of the dinner, a colleague texted me.

Let's refer to her as madame K.

So K asked me where I was.

I told her I just got a haircut and was eating dinner.

She asked "Whatttt? Where????"

So I told her I was at Grand Indo.

Then she said "Oh okay. Karaoke. NOW"

I was like "Hang on a sec. Where are you? Are you at Grand Indo?"

K said "No, I'm at Citywalk. Get your ass over here and let's sing"

Then I told her I couldn't. Because I was having dinner with my parents.

Then she called me.

Short version - She failed to convince me.

It's not like I didn't want to go karaoke with her and my other colleagues. It could be really fun. But I already had other agendas last night.

So that's that.

But anyway, I ended up karaoke-ing last night, but with my other friends, because I promised them first.

It was good, but not as long a session as I would've wanted, because my friends decided they wanted to go clubbing.

and so we went.

Oh wait, before that, my brother and I had to take care of some good friends who were not in a condition to drive.

So we did that. Got a little dramatic in the middle. Then it got done. They went home safely.

As for the rest of us, the clubbing was still on.

So we drove to our favourite club (at least that's what I think). It's called Blowfish.

A few friends were already there, so we joined them.

When we joined the group, one of our friends was getting acquainted with this guy that we don't know.

My friend is this tall Asian guy, and the stranger was this also tall Caucasian guy.

The stranger guy was really friendly to my friend - like, really friendly, offering him and my brother cigarettes.

So I thought, hey, that's nice.

At the end of the day my other friend had a theory that he was friendly to our friend because he wanted to get free drinks from my friend's bottle.

Oh well, no one really knows, but whatever. All's good and we were all having fun.

Then we all went home.

Which brings us to today - right now - 2.30 pm on a Sunday afternoon.

My brother is still sleeping. I guess he didn't go to sleep right away when we reached home from the club last night.

So I already had lunch. My mom cooked.

And now I'm just chilling at home. I supposedly have this charity fund-raiser thingy later, which is hosted by my ex-colleagues.

So here's the banner:

Cute, huh?

So for this event, when you buy a drink from the bar, a stray dog will be fed.

It's a nice cause, and you will be able to drink what you purchase, so you really aren't spending extra money. Not that I'd mind spending extra money.

So I guess I'm going there later.

What to do meanwhile?

Well I have some TV series that I've yet to watch. Maybe I'll watch them now.

Or maybe I'll browse Facebook for a bit.

Well, till next time then!

Adios,
-A-

01x01 - Pilot

Gosh! Finally.

I was starting this on a really slow internet connection. Don't know why. It's not always like this.

Ok, so this is my first day (time) blogging. So I'm just gonna say whatever comes to mind and go along from there.

First things first. Why?

Why did I decide to write a blog?

Well, I could think of these reasons as starters:
- I want to let out my thoughts and words.
- I think blogging could be theraupeutic.
- Somehow I think I'm better with written words than I am with actual speech.
- I actually just watched a TV series last night (Not gonna reveal what it is.. LOL), and it showed me how blogging can be so fun.

With regards to my domain name, whosthatpastaboy, well, you're just gonna have to figure that out by yourself ;)

Hey, I know blogs are better with pictures, but I can't do that now because I probably have to head out soon.

Where: (somewhere central)
Agenda: Hair Cut, Browsing Gym Equipment

So I don't have much time to write this first entry.

Ok let's try to say a few more things before I sign off for the time being.

How do I feel so far?

Great! I think I'm starting to like doing this.

I'm saying stuff that comes to my head, with little filtering.

So, that feels good.

I just realised that this could be similar to Twitter, but for some reason I don't tweet that much. I guess it's because I know everyone.. like really EVERYONE that follows me on Twitter will read it, and sometimes that intimidates me.

Which comes back to the questions of, doesn't blogging have that same effect? EVERYONE can see it, too.

Well, I don't know, I think I might like blogging better than tweeting.

But then again, this is just my first entry. We'll see from there.

Hey look, not bad, I'm still writing even though I have to get prepared soon.

Now my worry is that, after typing quite a number of words, my entry won't get published because the internet connection is slow.

So I guess we'll see if it does get published :)

So let's talk more about what's happening..

Hmmm... well, I just watched the Bourne Legacy yesterday. Well, I wouldn't say it's a bad movie. I quite like Rachel Weisz in there. I haven't seen her play in a movie for a while, and it's nice to see her good acting again.

The guy, though, Jeremy Renner or something. I don't really get who he is and how he is somehow the other 'Bourne' guy. Or wait, maybe he doesn't really have anything to do with Jason Bourne. But that wouldn't really make sense then, because the title of the movie is The Bourne Legacy.

I also watched Batman: The Dark Knight Rises sometime last week.

a LONG movie. But I don't regret watching it. It's a nice movie, and I quite like the story even though there's lots of politics/crime/gloomy pasts involved, which can be depressing for me.

Anne Hathaway - as Catwoman. Well, she is certainly pretty and sassy. But I don't know if she plays a better Catwoman than Michelle Pfeiffer. The old Catwoman was indeed a lot more cat-like, naughty, and disturbed, whereas Anne Hathaway still plays a bit too nice for a Catwoman - in my opinion. And why isn't she wearing a Catwoman helmet? She's only wearing a cat ears headband. Well, I guess I quite like that look too.

Alrighty then, time's up and I better get going.

I don't even know if anybody is reading this. LOL. but it was still a good bloggin session for me.

Later, mate!

Cheers
-A-

(Nope, not the same 'A' as Pretty Little Liars')